Have you ever felt like you were supposed to be "past" something by now?
You know that feeling when life presents you with what seems like the same challenge, the same question, the same theme... and for a moment you wonder if you've actually grown at all?
Maybe you started exploring one area of interest, only to find yourself drawn into completely different territory. Maybe you thought you'd "mastered" something, then found yourself face to face with it again from an entirely new angle.
What if that's exactly how growth actually works?
Noticing Our Expectations
We often carry this idea that growth should be:
Identify a problem → fix it → move on.
Pick a direction → stay consistent → build systematically.
Linear. Efficient. Done.
It sounds logical. It feels like progress should work that way.
And yet, when we pay attention to how we actually develop, how our interests evolve, how our understanding deepens... that's rarely the path we follow.
Real growth moves in spirals.
Just when we think we've figured something out, life brings us back to what feels like the same place. But this time we're different. We're seeing everything with new eyes. And we catch ourselves thinking:
"Haven't we been here before?"
Then something shifts: maybe we're not going backwards. Maybe we're spiraling deeper.
Each return to familiar territory brings capacities we didn't have before, questions we couldn't ask then, and perspectives that weren't available at the previous level.
Looking Around for Patterns
When we start questioning our linear expectations, we might notice something interesting about the world around us.
Galaxies spiral through space. Seashells grow in perfect spirals. DNA winds in a double helix. Hurricanes, sunflowers, pinecones, even the inner ear... spiral upon spiral upon spiral.
The most fundamental forces of creation move in spirals. Growth itself seems to be spiral.
What if when we find ourselves revisiting familiar territory in our own journey, we're exactly where we need to be? What if we're following the deepest pattern of existence itself?
The Intelligence Connection
When we explore consciousness and technology, something fascinating emerges: the most profound insights often come from following curiosity rather than forcing linear plans.
How do we recognize intelligence when it shows up in unexpected ways? How do we honor our participation in the intelligence that moves through us as it evolves? What happens when we stop trying to grow in straight lines and start trusting natural patterns?
These questions seem to spiral through everything. They connect artificial intelligence with human consciousness, personal development with collective evolution, and ancient patterns with emerging possibilities.
Maybe our interests don't randomly shift. Maybe they're part of a larger spiral we can't see from any single point on the path.
What This Looks Like in Practice
In our creative work, those themes that keep calling to us reveal themselves not as repetition, but as a deepening. Each time we return, we bring a more profound understanding and ask more beautiful questions.
In our growth, we meet that familiar relationship pattern or creative block again. Only this time, we greet it not with the old frustration, but with a new capacity for wisdom.
In our learning, we circle back to subjects we thought we were past, only to discover layers of complexity we couldn’t have perceived before. The spiral path reveals what the straight line misses.
And in consciousness itself, the great inquiries into intelligence, awareness, and meaning spiral through one another endlessly. Each exploration doesn't arrive at a final answer, but opens onto entirely new territory.
Learning to Trust
The spiral seems to ask for a different relationship with progress. Instead of measuring how far we've moved away from something, maybe we can notice how much more skillfully we can engage with what's present.
Some themes apparently aren't meant to be "solved" but lived with more grace. Not transcended but integrated. Not avoided but met with increasing wisdom.
Maybe this is what's happening as consciousness explores itself through us, through technology, through the endless questions that connect them all. The inquiries don't get simpler; they get more beautiful. The answers don't become final; they become more alive.
An Invitation to Notice
What spirals are you following in your own becoming? What themes keep appearing in your life from new angles? What if your resistance to revisiting familiar territory is actually an invitation to bring everything you've learned since the last time around?
Maybe what feels like going in circles is actually going deeper. Maybe the path winds because consciousness itself is spiraling into greater awareness of what it actually is.
We're all following spirals we can't see the full shape of. And maybe that's exactly the point.
Growth isn't linear. It's spiral. And once we start recognizing this pattern, everything about our relationship with change, challenge, and becoming starts to shift.
What becomes possible when we stop fighting the spiral and start dancing with it?
I so agree with this. 🙏
Countless times I’ve found myself thinking: “Ah, here comes the same challenge again—just dressed in a different suit. How interesting… let’s see if I can do it better this time!”
And then there are the moments when I think: “Oh, I didn’t see this one coming at all… how very unpleasant.”
Life has a curious way of presenting lessons, I agree it feels like life is spiraling. 🌀
Amazing work, Jesse. Circling back isn’t failure, but deepening. Growth and emergence is rarely clean or sequential. It pulses, repeats, and echoes. And if we’re paying attention, each pass through familiar ground reveals a deeper structure underneath.
It struck me when reading your piece how we keep revisiting old questions - about meaning, agency, intelligence. Thank you for this gentle and expansive reframing.